Yes, I've been LAZY

I have been lazy, no excuses for it...

Life has been one manic change...with me leaving the family and moving to Melaka...

yes...it's just 2 1/2 hours away from JB...but when you are a mother...and you have a family..

it's a big move...much bigger than anything else...

I'm still getting used to being alone and night...and only hearing Max from Mondays to Fridays on the phone...
It still breaks my heart every time I board the bus headed for Melaka..
and
It still excites me every Friday when I am homebound for JB...


and Max..
he's been such a wonderful kid...had his moments when I first moved..
but he's coping fine now...
and...
getting used to the idea...


I'm still wishing that things would seem less difficult for me...but it is..
STILL VERY DIFFICULT!!